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It’s broken but we’re making it work- Thoughts From Quarantine

It’s broken but we’re making it work- Thoughts From Quarantine

today feels okay, is it because i slept differently? i drank coffee very late last night and stayed up til 3:00. my brain felt different when i woke up, like it could handle the news. i keep getting these ads for a workout regimen where…

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But Enough About My Parents – Thoughts From Quarantine

But Enough About My Parents – Thoughts From Quarantine

What if there was a dimensional split and this is our afterlife? A bunch of people went somewhere else, and we are here. How would you know; you wouldn’t. The saying “crazier things have happened” is saturated with so much new meaning. You hear about…

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So You Can Be A Light – Thoughts From Quarantine

So You Can Be A Light – Thoughts From Quarantine

yesterday i joined a zoom call of 31 people; women and men in my aunt’s spiritual community that i am an ebbing and flowing member of. it lasted 5.5 hours and i got some helpful insight out of it. First, there’s a place I run…

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I’m Fine I’m Just Writing – thoughts from quarantine

I’m Fine I’m Just Writing – thoughts from quarantine

this virus turned the lights out on my thoughts. some people are more equipped to die than they are to live. (there are scarier things than dying, like living a life like this) i have never been afraid of death. i have a list of…

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SEX(ED)

SEX(ED)

I do not believe in monogamy, even though I, myself, have never been non-monogamous. I see the men I am attracted to as intellectual equals first and possible sexual partners second. I have never desired two people at one time. And yet, I maintain that…

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Depression

Depression

(I wrote this as an answer to an anonymous tumblr question which asked, “Have you ever dealt with depression?“) Yes. As a teenager, I told my mom I wanted to kill myself so often that she sent campus security to each of my classes to have…

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Three, Twenty, Nineteen

Three, Twenty, Nineteen

It’s wild how easy it’s been and how free I’ve felt. I experienced all the terrible feelings one can feel during the relationship, over and over and over again, from the beginning up until the end; now I feel relief. He used to hate allowing…

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Three, Twelve, Nineteen

Three, Twelve, Nineteen

I left as soon as I found out and everything has been so lovely since A surplus of friends, I’ve had to reinstate mid-day naps I feel peace and love, all around me Today I walked home from an audition, that felt so nice One…

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Today

Today

When I’m not writing I think about the things I want to remember, by writing them, but when I’m writing, I can’t remember the things I didn’t want to forget.     I have grown to hate writing because it doesn’t “give me anything” because…

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(Career) (Change)

(Career) (Change)

When I left teaching, I supported myself with my retirement money, but didn’t save and didn’t plan well for what to do when it was gone. It was the first time I had ever had MONEY and NO RESPONSIBILITIES. I learned who I was and…

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